July 2017


Ain't no cure for the summertime blues.

I am still in a very anxious state.  I hate my job, but really, do I want to start AGAIN at my age?  I don't belong anywhere.  I am so alone in this world.


JULY 2017

1.  "Show Yourself", by Mastodon  2, 1, 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUGda7GdZPQ

 2. "Moth Into Flame", by Metallica 1, 1, 4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tdKl-gTpZg

 3. "Nimble Bastard", by Incubus -, 3, 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9foq4RPR_70

 4. "My Name is Human", by Highly Suspect 4, 4, 2
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5-gja10qkw

5. "Feel Alive", by Red-Sided Garter Snakes 5, 5, 4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qysnVcbA-c4



JULY 2016

1. "Cirice", by Ghost 1, 1, 3
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0Ao4t_fe0I

2. "Shock Me", by Baroness -, 2, 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hS5osAdTnm0

3. "Ember City", by Mastodon -, 3, 1
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jN4B6bGm0Ao 

4. "Vanishing Man", by The Church 3, 1, 9
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ul13hip5LOM

5. "Tread Lightly", by Mastodon 2,1, 6
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ja8cXdo5fA

JULY 2007

1. "Enemy", by Godsmack
2. "Lazy Eye", by Silversun Pickups
3. "All These Things I Hate", by Bullet for my Valentine
4."Steady as She Goes", by The Raconteurs
5. "Fully Alive", by Flyleaf

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