My Top 5 Songs

All right.  Time to heal.  I am trying to shake off another episode of doldrums and chronic depression.  I am coming out of it again.  I am fighting to make life tolerable again.  I am trying to learn to stay non-depressed...again. This blog just has to be the worst read for anyone.  Like I said last year or whenever, I am talking just to talk.  Writing words just to write.  If someone were to read these words, fine.  If not....fine. I am not really enjoying the summer and not having much in the way of socializing.  I work too much, and am withdrawn where I look forward to the couch and the TV more than going for out to talk to the neighbors or whatever.  It's OK. I am not happy, but just going through the motions of life lately.  AUGUST 2017 1.   "Show Yourself", by Mastodon  1, 1, 3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUGda7GdZPQ 2.  "Nimble Bastard", by Incubus 3, 2, 2 https://www.youtube.com/watc...

I haven't really enjoyed music this past month.  So there is no change to the chart positions. Right now I am just dying to see what grade I got. I took the final yesterday and it killed me. I really bombed it.  So I am a little worried that I might not get at least a B.  I am pretty sure I will get a B - I did the math and calculated my expected grade.  I just need to be sure. I'm burnt out.  Tomorrow I am acting in a show and I can't even think about it now. I have to practice some stuff tomorrow during the day. It's not about physical relaxation with me - its about MENTAL relaxation. MAY 2014 1. "Choke", by Alice in Chains 1, 1, 6 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IKXSHVuWE8w 2. "Phantom Limb", by Alice in Chains 2, 2, 4 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQc8WsY-ZbA 3. "Bones", by Young Guns 3,3,2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qk3vjIDuy9w 4. "Safe and Sound", by Capital Cities 4, 4, 5 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=...