My Top 5 Songs

OCTOBER 2017 1.  "Nimble Bastard", by Incubus 1, 1, 4 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9foq4RPR_70 2.  "My Name is Human", by Highly Suspect 3, 2, 5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l5-gja10qkw 3.   "Show Yourself", by Mastodon  2, 1, 5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gUGda7GdZPQ 4.  "Feel Alive", by Red-Sided Garter Snakes 4, 4, 7 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qysnVcbA-c4 5.  "Moth Into Flame", by Metallica 5, 1, 7 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4tdKl-gTpZg OCTOBER 2016 1.  "Shock Me", by Baroness 1, 1, 5 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hS5osAdTnm0 2.  "Also Am I", by 36 Crazyfists 2, 2, 3 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLkm-Bpkgv4 3.  "Once More 'Round the Sun", by Mastodon 4, 3, 2 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tI81VTGTdaU 4.  "Cirice", by Ghost 3, 1, 6 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0Ao4t_fe0I 5.  "Ember City", by Mastodon  5, 3, 4 http...

Here I am again. August, 2011. I can't believe I've made it to the halfway point of 2011. If you woulda asked me back in, say, 1985 that I would see the 21st century, I'd say "nah, hopefully I would kill myself long before that!". Long story short - i've stuck it out in this shitty life and im now officially middle aged. yes, middle aged and people still treat me like a kid. Why do I even bother waxing about it? I'm sick of hearing in my head my words here. I should just do it, for pete's sake. End it. I just don't want to destroy my parents lives. So I have to wait until they pass first. *eye roll* I am so frustrated with everything i do, everything i try, everyone i know. I feel so alone, even amongst people with whom i SHOULDNT be alone. im a mess - its all internal. its all me. I love "new low". blondie is back with another studio album (their ninth); this is the third since their "reunion" (which didnt inclu...