SEPTEMBER 2012

I'm very late this month.  I have been very busy trying to hustle acting gigs, and getting music together, as well as tending to family engagements (Labor Day, birthday parties, weddings, etc., etc., etc.).

I don't have much to say, except I think my life is meant to be sabotaged by people's misery.  I always find myself dragged down into the pits of despair of those I love. I see it as doing my duty out of love and loyalty.   Here's the thing - none of them ever support my in my endeavors to enrich my life, enjoy my life, try different things, and so forth - all to try to make contentment if not happiness IN this life.  Hardly one word of encouragement....just blank stares...as if they might be thinking "oh look at you, mr. show off", or "im glad you are happy and it's too bad i cant be happy, too", or "wait - you try things outside your comfort zone of depression and isolation...i dont even know you anymore!!!"

I listen to the gloom, the despair...and I'm there, with support, and love, and advice as best as I can.

I get nothing when I am in need.

Little change in the monthly Top 5 - I've been revisiting 90s rock all through September, and totally neglected my current favorites....


SEPTEMBER 2012

1. "In the Fog, Part I/II/III", by Tim Hecker 1, 1, 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ytQLA77X6Qw

2. "End to the Lies", by Jane's Addiction 2, 1, 6
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIFcc0OzMHQ

3. "Le Bleu", by Blondie 4, 2, 3
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RX82nEHV75o

4. "Somebody That I Used to Know", by Goyte 3, 3, 4
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8UVNT4wvIGY

5. "The Sound of Winter", by Bush 5, 1, 8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vi06TWlKeHc


SEPTEMBER 2011

1. "New Low", by Middle Class Rut 1, 1, 3
2. "D-Day", by Blondie 3, 2, 3
3. "A Crime", by Sharon van Etten 2, 2, 3
4. "Winter Harvest", by The Accident Experiment 4, 4, 2
5. "Mirame", by Blondie -, 5, 1



SEPTEMBER 2002

1. "I Stand Alone", by Godsmack
2. "The Way You Like It", by Adema
3. "Crawling in the Dark", by
4. "Bring Me Down", by Korn
5. "Dark Angel" by VNV Nation

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