JUNE 2014
I had such a good summer last year. I can't bear to read my pathetic posts from the summer months of 2013, but I do remember getting a lot of bike riding in, if nothing else. I did not have a class (I will this summer, and the next), so I was rather carefree. My personal issues were still there, though - no real friendships, lonliness, confusion about other things..... So thus far, I have enjoyed the good weather and managed to get out to the amusement park (a rarity for me). I am continually frustrated that the person I love (I think) does not wish me to visit. Its about an hour + 10 minute drive. Again and again, I am denied. I haven't seen this person in TWO YEARS! The whole thing is...complicated. I just can't let go - I feel this person should be a part of my life, although it's been one big headache for the last 4 years - when we met. I did get the "B" I needed. My next class is another bull sh--requirement - Communication or some crap like th