AUGUST 2012
A little late again, but it's OK. Wow - I read the entry from a year ago and I'm glad I have moved on a bit from the constant malaise. Things have gotten better - it took work, though. I like who I am, for the most part. My job (a "REAL" job, and in my field of study) is going pretty well, six months in. I have disposable income, so I can enjoy things I might not have been able to for the prior 3 years! And, I'm in love - again. Well, not 'again', because I never really stopped loving this person..... ....but we are not together. I don't know if we will ever be. What I will say is that this person is very nice, very sweet, with a big heart. Like me, this person sees things bigger than the individual - god(s), nature, everything. I like that. Our religions/spiritual perspectives converge, but then seriously diverge at times. Our lifestyles couldn't be more different. Our discussions about anything - politics, the world in general - are int